A dance

The jig is long practised, the steps well known.
The routine the same as always.
The partners, at times friends, at times not, take their marked places
And the dance begins.

Fantasy and Dreams nod politely to Reality and Reason. Never an easy pairing.
Dreams take flight with Reason the anchor.
Fantasy must soar, ever higher, ever farther from reach. Reality speaks in reasoning tones to curtail the flight of fancy.
Each leads the dance for a fraction of time.

Dreams step aside in anger as Reason sees no possibilities.
Reality forgets that anything can happen
Fantasy and imagination are squashed. The dance ends.
Partners at odds.

Reality partners with Dreams and careful steps attempted.
Fantasy steps out on the floor with Reason with only small spats about leading.
Imagination carefully peeks to see if these couples can manage.
Although a compromise is the only solution, they suit each other well.

Dreams must lead and Reality follows and helps to sort the endless nuances of the dance. Fantasy is entranced with the new steps as Reason attempts to follow and curtail only the totally ridiculous.
Lo and behold – it works!

Goodnight

I am sleepy, the little boy announces, to no one in particular.
There is no worry in his tone, in his voice. Just a statement of fact.
Take it or leave it – just like that.

He made his way to bed with the help of his sister. She patted his head and as he crawled into bed, she said nighty, night my sweet. Sweet dreams.

He lay down with the covers pulled right up to his chin. He grinned.
Thanks Sis and to you.

My simple wish for you is that your sleep is undisturbed and that your dreams are sweet.
Goodnight.

My pen

My pen is a shadow
on the wall
Scribbling frantically
Lest the thought be lost.

My pen dances in the flickering light
The candles cast in the dimly lit room
My thoughts skip and jump in my mind’s eye
Chasing my pen across the paper.

My thoughts race through my mind
Behind the windows of my eyes
The curtains to my mind shut
As night falls and sleep beckons.

Magic, at night

I am sitting in my magical garden. It is my secret place.
The sun has slipped beneath the horizon.
The colours changed from dazzling red and then soft pink to the deep blue hues of night.
The candles in my garden are now aglow, flickering on the very faint, almost indiscernible, breeze.
Everything in the foreground is still. Nothing is stirring. The chatter of conversation from the garden 5 doors down has fallen quiet. The participants having sought the indoors.

I sit, still, in the stillness. The sounds of distant traffic is drawn closer by the quiet of the night. The candles cast their shadows. The pixies and fairies will soon be out. Ready to dance by the candlelight. If you believe in such creatures.
A goose makes his presence known with a single honk, and an earwig has found its way on to my journal. The earwig is relegated to the ground.

I am an observer, unobserved in the cloak of night.
A child is not happy being tucked into bed, too early, for him. A woman coughs. A radio is playing a tune ever so softly a few doors down. Windows stand open letting reflections of life spill out. The heat of the day has permitted this. It is cooling now, soon the sounds will cease as the cool air necessitates the closing of windows.
The traffic drones on unabated. A creature, a cat perhaps, is rustling in my hedge. I shine my flashlight in its direction and silence ensues. My roses are blood red in the light of the night. A door is shut.
All is quiet now.

The damp of the night is falling now. Even as I sit under my parasol, I can feel it descend. The traffic continues, not so intense. The candles on the terrace cast light enough in my garden that my sunlounger is visible, only just. Quite alone out there at the edge of the light. Uninhabited in the dark.
The lights in the windows around me shut off, one by one. A work day ahead for many. It is Sunday.
I sit in the silence in my magical place. I can sit all night if I so choose. No work tomorrow for me, just play.

The air is cooler now and I gather my sweater closer. A blanket might soon be in order, to keep the chill air at bay. It is late. The witching hour approaches.
A faint feeling of contentment is falling over me. The comforting ambience or the wine the source? Here and now, it doesn’t really matter. The feeling is rare and welcome. I wasn’t quite sure but yes, a feeling of quiet contentment is present.
I search the night sky for stars and there are a few. No shooting ones yet sighted. I have a wish ready though should one happen to fly across the night sky.

The witching hour is upon me. A few minutes past actually. I just looked up at the windows in my neighbour’s house and the moon is reflected in the one to the right. There are two moons!! Must be the window cheating my sight. A beautiful full, round moon reflects back at me, with a halo around it and a cloud shrouding the left side, just a bit. Wonderful moon it is. Full and cheeky.
The moonlight has reached my garden. It is moving quickly as it has reached the window on the left. The garden is now divided in two. One side moonlit. One side not. The trees cast shadows at night.
I have seen no witch nor had a visit by the fairies. I’m a little disappointed. I’d have enjoyed their company. No bewitching on order today. And yet….

I am bewitched I daresay, by the beauty in a flower, by the butterfly floating on the wind, by the toad that calls my garden home despite the four footed guard patrolling the perimeter. I am bewitched by the beauty that nature supplies in the very simplest of things and that beauty is magic in my little garden, my secret hideaway.

Here and now

Am I here?
Now?
I observe the sky, light blue with white clouds scattered across it.
Am I present?
I notice the seagulls soaring with the clouds, defying gravity while gaining height and speed.
Am I in the moment?
I hear the birds calling to each other, the plane racing across the sky, the trucks thundering on their way.
Am I aware, of now?
Life is happening all around me.
Shadows are cast as the sun flickers through the leaves.
Am I here?
Now?
Am I?

On my walk down the lane…

I walked.
I walked a different path today.
I walked past children playing at the playground.
I walked past dog walkers and joggers.
I walked farther than I had planned.
I walked down the lane through the fields of hay not yet harvested.
I walked while contemplating, life.
I stumbled upon a curious thing, a pink post-it note. Blank.
I picked it up. It stuck out in the golden hue of the fields.
I walked past blue cornflowers, white daisies, red poppies and purple thistles.
I saw one more bunch of pink post-it notes. I picked it up.
I looked along the lane, lifting my eyes to gaze further along.
There was one more and then one more pink post-its waiting for my hand.
I wrote my thoughts on each note, in my mind.
I composed poetry so exquisite on each pink note I picked up.
I raised my arms in gratitude.
I stopped to catch my breath.
I looked at my handful of pink post-its. Blank notes.
I put them in the pocket of my jacket.
I walked past the last bunch of pink post-it notes lying in the lane. Lost. In thought.
I walked down the lane farther than I had planned.
I walked on.

On my walk today…

I came across a little dinosaur on my walk today. He was very shy and almost disappeared on the path. He was such a cute little fellow with a smile on his face and a couple of deep round dimples too. A short round snout made him look like he wore a permanent smile. His look was kind and he had a helpful and open expression. All in all his was a lovely face.

I wanted to ask him all manner of questions. A dinosaur, just think!! What a wonder and one so shy. What was such a creature doing here? On my path? During my walk? Surely this little fellow had gone astray, walked the wrong way? Turned left instead of right and walked a million years  away. Surely he was lost. I wasn’t sure how to address him and he didn’t offer up his name so I searched my brain – Dino came to mind and seemed to fit. His lovely face lit up, so the name, it stuck.

Dino had short little arms and a big tail, with spikes. He was sort of gray, with a bit of brown. His eyes were jet black and very kind. They were framed with lines that indicated he smiled quite often. No amount of cajoling could convince him to utter a single word.

It began to rain as I stood on the path, with Dino. No raincoat or umbrella had I so I suggested to Dino that we head for some cover, the trees at least. Dino remained where he was, on the path on which I walked. Not relishing getting absolutely soaked to the skin, I bid farewell to Dino, my new found friend. I hoped that I would see him again. He dimmed as I walked further towards home, the rain making him difficult to discern.

I looked for my little dinosaur the next day but alas he was gone. Nothing of him remained as the rain had seemingly washed him away. But, wait, looking closely at the path I could just barely make it out. A gentle, caring expression was just visible in the puddle. Dino had left a gift behind.

I wish…

I look at your beautiful face
I see your confusion
I see your anguish
I want to take it from you.

I see your beautiful eyes
I see the pain
I see the questions
I wish I could comfort you.

I feel your anger
I feel your doubt
I feel your sorrow
I wish I could carry it from you.

I feel your loving soul
I look at your beautiful being
I see the person you are, deep inside
I wish you could see it too.

Venskab

Da jeg ankom i dag og bankede på din dør var jeg trist. Smilet var gemt bort. Det gode humør havde forduftet i løbet af en bekymrende dag.

Regndråberne var mine tårer. Mit humør matchede de grå nuancer i skyerne.

Så kom I. Med en åben dør og blide smil omfavnet I mig og hver af jer tog en del af den byrde jeg bar.

Efterhånden som tiden skred frem, lettet den enorme vægt i mit hjerte og de tårer der luret bag øjenlågene forduftet.

Jeres trøstende og omsorgsfulde tilstedeværelse gjorde hele forskellen

The power of friendship

When I arrived at your doorstep the happiness I normally feel was gone. It had evaporated during the course of the day for warmer climes.

The raindrops matched my tears and my mood matched the colour of the clouds.

Then you appeared.

With a gentle smile and a warm, welcoming hug you each took a bit of my burden.

As the afternoon and evening unfolded, the enormous weight on my shoulders lessened and the lurking tears disappeared.

Your caring and comforting presence made all the difference.