Spinning and spinning and spinning!! Pirouettes with eyes closed!
Smiling and laughing. Grinning ridiculously. Tears of joy.
Grinning with all over silliness.
Music touching the very core – the heart of my soul. My spirit.
Where did this come from? Where had it been? Silly oh how silly!
I want more!! I dance around the room. Hugs – for myself.
Joy for myself. Laughing for myself, by myself. Oh what freedom!

I have a puzzle to solve, a million piece jigsaw to put together – for me. Millions of pieces stacked, no picture defined. I am making it up as I go along.
Want to come? Walk with me. The mosaic – pieces – fragments – colour of friends – colours of places – fragrances – of people – of delicious meals – of places – music too – grout yeah the glue – the sticky bits – the laughter – the tears – the hugs and the smiles. The friendship, the heartbreak, the companionship, the love. I want it all. I want to feel it all. I want to live MY life!

Without me, having myself along for the ride, I am nothing. An empty shell. A shadow. I need me and I want life! Raucous. Disorderly. The messy bits. Love! All kinds! Peace. Joy. Fun. Friends. Loud music. Lovers. Dancing. The moon. Darkness. The warmth of the sun. I am taking it all and it is my life. Me. Take me or leave me. I hope you’ll come along. I love to share.
Dancing and spinning and laughing out loud. Clarity! What joy! What freedom!